Wednesday, June 29, 2011

mi despedida

Como quisiera no escribir esta carta pero debo serlo
Es mi última despedida de amor
Llorando con cada palabra que escribo
Pero entiendo que esto es para decirte que te amo y te amare
Pero tengo que irme para olvidar todo lo que un día vivimos
Fue muy hermosa nuestra historia
Pero debo sacarte de mi alma, tus besos y tus recuerdos que todavía están vivos
Como quisiera que esto no terminara así
Pero dolió más  lo que tú me hiciste a mí
Al final lo que no perdonare es tu engaño tan frio 
Yo nunca jamás te hice llorar pero tu si
Errores que cometiste conmigo
No supiste valorar todo este amor que te di
Te extrañare pero eso no me detendrá al decir adiós
Jamás volveré a ti porque lo que hiciste no tiene perdón
Me hiciste que callera muy bajo con tus mentiras
Sera difícil al principio pero no me importa porque yo sabré como superarlo
Un día fuiste mi todo pero ahora eres lo que más odio
Esta es mi despedida un adiós que nunca pensé hacerlo
Ya no estaré esperándote junta a la venta preocupada
Para eso búscate a otra tonta
Y esta vez no te miento ya no hay retorno atrás
Adiós y te deseo que  el silencio te mate poco a poco y que sufras como yo lo hice por ti 

It was not plan out

This was not plan out
It just happen
I didn’t even felt when i started falling for you
Everyday i kept thinking and thinking about you
You came in my thoughts and dreams
Know I’m sure that I’m in love with you
Every day that pass by i miss you
When i talk to you… You’re the only one I’m focusing on
It’s like an unexplainable feeling
You and only you is the one i want to spend some time
At nights is hard closing my eyes because you come into my mind
Know i can tell you that that you became one of reasons to be happy
When i get your txt this feeling comes to me
This is just half of what I’m feeling for you
Words can't explain that...
I Need You
I Want You
And if you would just walk away
You will take part of my breath away
My heart would break into two
And i do LOVE YOU
And I’m not afraid of dropping a tear
But fear you breaking my heart

For The First Time

What I felt for you was something beautiful
Nothing can compare to all those wonderful moments
You probably already move on but I have not
I’m still stuck in the memories that everyday hurt me
Time spend with you was never wasted because for me it was valuable
For the first time I felt love
For the First time ever, I wanted something to be serious
For the first time I felt jealousy, butterflies and a good feeling having you around
For the first time I was inspired to do something else than just think about myself
For the first time I had someone I could call mines
For the first time ever, I could understand and be humble to the words
But also for the first time I became weak
I became so into you, no time to think what I was doing
I became so sensitive to my feelings
I became a person that had to depend on you
I became so drawn to your passion
A voice inside my head that said I need you
I became a doubtful person
Had many insecurities about your love
My jealousy became more possessive
Everything seem so right but at the same time so twisted
I couldn’t handle it, every night I cry for no reason
I felt so out of control
I was infected by love, that was affecting my life

You Couldn't

 You couldn’t realize you had a good thing so stupid
Know you want me back as your rebound
I guess you didn’t found someone like me
I was so profound with your love
But know look around you, I am not the same as you thought
Boy this was your last round with me
I found a new thing to do, then to be thinking about you
I was wound with your lies but I am not going to fall again I am not buying all that shit
You had it good with me but I guess that wasn’t enough for you
shhhh you  hear that sound of silence
I always believed I would never leave you
But Look at me know I’m saying goodbye to you
I guarantee you I would never come back to you
Don’t be such a fool, I used to love you, but know I can’t feel you
Know you drowning in a pool of tears
How sad to see you beg for what you once had
I have lost my respect for you, so don’t be coming back here crawling like a bug
I just got tired waiting for you MY LOVE Even that sounds so pathetic when I write it
Learn how to loose because with me you lost 

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

While


It was you that I always loved
Another day without your presence, is another day wasted
See but you couldn’t realized that because I guess my love was not enough
All I did was have you in my mind while you were not thinking of me
All I did wrong was love you as much as I did
Out of all the people you were the last person I thought would do me wrong
While I was sitting here loving you, you were out playing more games and had me in pause
All this time I was thinking that you were feeling me the way I was feeling you but I guess you never did felt love
While everyone else gave you there back I was always there for you
While everyone put you down I was there to pick you up
While you need it someone to talk too, I was there no matter what
While you saw the world so gray, I made you see it different colors
While at nights you couldn’t sleep I stay up late just for you
When you said “I love you” I real believed your words and fall for them
I just feel so used up with all this lies you told me
This pain I wish it could go away but it can’t
I go to sleep thinking it was all a dream but the next day I realize that it is not a nightmare is reality
My life changed after I met you and after I left you…
Out of all the persons I felt for the worst one
Who thought his love would bring me happiness but also a broken heart
I just listen to my heart instead of my intuition

he got it all


Only one touch it took to start mesmerizing of you
See all this time you had me thinking about you
I never thought that life would bring you around
Every time I am with the girls I feel so good thinking I got the finest one
Looking so fly all tatted up just the way I like
A ten for the baddest one, no one can handle his swag
I don’t mind because the more dangerous he gets the more I fall for him
I don’t mind them little girls stop and stare because I know he only got me on his mind
There isn’t another guy as good as him
I know I got him 24/7 and just because they jealous they are not going to break us apart
He likes that fame he isn’t to blame if he knows what he wants
Every minute is so magical when his softest lips touch mines
His stunner shades makes him looks so famous and I his number one fan
That look he gives me when his with me makes my heart skips a million beats
He know he got me sprung on his love
He knows that my book is all about him
But he also knows I got him hook up like a drug to me

Crazy


You had me fool with your words
You had me thinking you loved me
You kept giving me hope every time I was losing it
You had me taking you back every time you wanted
Every time you let me down I cry lonely nights the next day I was falling for you again
I try to let go of you but you always came to my mind
It went days without knowing about you worrying about if something had happen to you
But then you came back acting like if everything was good
So many times I cry and cry knowing that you weren’t the one for me
But I wanted to hold on to you because I loved you
I felt in love with someone who didn’t love me the same way
I kept holding on memories that were killing in the inside and making me scars on the outside
Every time getting desperate trying to talk to you one more time or at least see you from far away
I left my life on hold just for you
I try to please you in every way
This love was making me go crazy
It was a love that could had been endless
But I had to forget you because I couldn’t stand the thought that this love was falling apart slowly
The thought it wasn’t the same anymore was making my life go down the hill
It wasn’t love no more it was like an obsession and obligation
There was a time I had a happy moments but know my life change after meeting you
It wasn’t all your fault I let myself go too far with this that start like a game
And ended up with my broken heart…