For The First Time

What I felt for you was something beautiful

Nothing can compare to all those wonderful moments

You probably already move on but I have not

I’m still stuck in the memories that everyday hurt me

Time spend with you was never wasted because for me it was valuable

For the first time I felt love

For the First time ever, I wanted something to be serious

For the first time I felt jealousy, butterflies and a good feeling having you around

For the first time I was inspired to do something else than just think about myself

For the first time I had someone I could call mines

For the first time ever, I could understand and be humble to the words

But also for the first time I became weak

I became so into you, no time to think what I was doing

I became so sensitive to my feelings

I became a person that had to depend on you

I became so drawn to your passion

A voice inside my head that said I need you

I became a doubtful person

Had many insecurities about your love

My jealousy became more possessive

Everything seem so right but at the same time so twisted

I couldn’t handle it, every night I cry for no reason

I felt so out of control

I was infected by love, that was affecting my life