While

It was you that I always loved

Another day without your presence, is another day wasted

See but you couldn’t realized that because I guess my love was not enough

All I did was have you in my mind while you were not thinking of me

All I did wrong was love you as much as I did

Out of all the people you were the last person I thought would do me wrong

While I was sitting here loving you, you were out playing more games and had me in pause

All this time I was thinking that you were feeling me the way I was feeling you but I guess you never did felt love

While everyone else gave you there back I was always there for you

While everyone put you down I was there to pick you up

While you need it someone to talk too, I was there no matter what

While you saw the world so gray, I made you see it different colors

While at nights you couldn’t sleep I stay up late just for you

When you said “I love you” I real believed your words and fall for them

I just feel so used up with all this lies you told me

This pain I wish it could go away but it can’t

I go to sleep thinking it was all a dream but the next day I realize that it is not a nightmare is reality

My life changed after I met you and after I left you…

Out of all the persons I felt for the worst one

Who thought his love would bring me happiness but also a broken heart

I just listen to my heart instead of my intuition

he got it all

Only one touch it took to start mesmerizing of you

See all this time you had me thinking about you

I never thought that life would bring you around

Every time I am with the girls I feel so good thinking I got the finest one

Looking so fly all tatted up just the way I like

A ten for the baddest one, no one can handle his swag

I don’t mind because the more dangerous he gets the more I fall for him

I don’t mind them little girls stop and stare because I know he only got me on his mind

There isn’t another guy as good as him

I know I got him 24/7 and just because they jealous they are not going to break us apart

He likes that fame he isn’t to blame if he knows what he wants

Every minute is so magical when his softest lips touch mines

His stunner shades makes him looks so famous and I his number one fan

That look he gives me when his with me makes my heart skips a million beats

He know he got me sprung on his love

He knows that my book is all about him

But he also knows I got him hook up like a drug to me

Crazy

You had me fool with your words

You had me thinking you loved me

You kept giving me hope every time I was losing it

You had me taking you back every time you wanted

Every time you let me down I cry lonely nights the next day I was falling for you again

I try to let go of you but you always came to my mind

It went days without knowing about you worrying about if something had happen to you

But then you came back acting like if everything was good

So many times I cry and cry knowing that you weren’t the one for me

But I wanted to hold on to you because I loved you

I felt in love with someone who didn’t love me the same way

I kept holding on memories that were killing in the inside and making me scars on the outside

Every time getting desperate trying to talk to you one more time or at least see you from far away

I left my life on hold just for you

I try to please you in every way

This love was making me go crazy

It was a love that could had been endless

But I had to forget you because I couldn’t stand the thought that this love was falling apart slowly

The thought it wasn’t the same anymore was making my life go down the hill

It wasn’t love no more it was like an obsession and obligation

There was a time I had a happy moments but know my life change after meeting you

It wasn’t all your fault I let myself go too far with this that start like a game

And ended up with my broken heart…

The Thought

The thought of thinking of you

The thought of loving you

The thought of you been my guilty passion

My adoration has turn into an obsession

The sensation of losing you makes me so aggressive

My intuition tells me one thing but my heart another

This heart loves someone so elusive

An intensive and tense Situation

A creation on my mind that’s making me insane

Complications and hesitations with no real solutions

A gaze of this fool game that has a name that’s call “you”

No reputation with no one to blame just a relation between the truth and I

The thought of no consideration of this love that’s tearing me apart

I have to choose a way that makes me loose his affection and regain my faith

The thought of leaving everything behind makes want to cry

But at the same time it’s a release of my sins 

It hurt but that pain that I gain became into a lock gate with a hate that I forgave